Friday, January 23, 2004
lydia...read ur blog..
don't really know how u feel cuz im not u..
if i knew tt this was gonna happen..i wouldn't have said it..
blamed myself after reading ur blog..
wondered y m i always making ppl feel sad..
about getting to know her..
juz forget it..
its not impt..
its wun hurt if i didn't get to know her..
not say i'll lk her fer the rest of my life..
she wun be my future husband u noe..
one fine day i'll turn straight..
tts the day which im looking forward to..
maybe its juz a small lil crush i have on her..
dun have to feel bad bout it ..
i think i should be the one feeling tt way..
saying how i felt bout u..
i really didn't mean it..
but at least u could juz tell me how u felt on tt day..
u dun have to lie u noe..
anyway..i've decided not to know her..
not to lk her..n not to think bout her..
but it'll take some time..
n im reall really sorry bout tt day..
so so so so so so very very very SORRY!!!!
i've accepted u as my fren cuz u've accepted me as one..
everyone has their bad points..
only whether they'll accept it or not..
so dun take it too hard k!
XOXO
5:07:00 PM
