Monday, September 26, 2005
i don't know why im blogging this but i just can't keep it inside me anymore
i hate ppl who likes to follow another person's WAY of doing things..
in another words..tt person is a bloody full of shit copycat!
why do u always have to follow wad i do?
how i react to things and stuffs like tt!
its so IRRITATING and FRUSTRATING!
u not only copy how i dress,u copied wad music i like
how i talk, how i reply, and how i react!
u even copied how i place my things!
im not trying to say tt im the only one tt can dress like tt
wear this skirt or put on this pair of shoes..
but its just so OBVIOUS!
and even my character u also want to follow!
ESPECIALLY songs and how i talk!
i can SO EASILY tell tt u r trying to copy my style of songs
u didn't like rap songs and all in the first place cuz whenever i let u hear it...
u would say its not nice cuz u don't know wad are they rapping about
u prefer those slow or pop songs instead..
and NOW! u like rap/fast songs.
neither do i mean tt ppl's taste cannot change..
but i don't think ppl's taste can change overnight..
Even codes on my blog and all u also want to copy...
although u didn't copy exactly ...
but still!!!!
it all reflects back to the same thing..
codes tt rhymes or sounds alittle complicated are wad i mostly chose..
and all of a sudden, i see u fucking using tt sort of codes
i won't say this if u weren't my long term fren..
and its because i know u well tts y im saying this!
u r always following how i react to things..
reactions like when i see a good looking guy
or how i present myself
ya! ESPECIALLY HOW I PRESENT MYSELF
in terms of characteristics mostly!
cuz tt represents me alot!
and u just ......... %&$@&!@@#@^!!!!!
just having to think of all the stuffs tt u did!
all the actions tt u copied me!
it makes me feel so disgusted by u!
its like im seeing myself in U in A FREAKING DISGUSTING MANNER!
it just makes me wanna puke!
i remembered telling u tt i like this song...
and i let u hear it...and u was like...ok and all...
and i so SO SO wanted to put tt song's video on my blog
BUT u already used it somewhere else tts on the net and so....
i can't use it! and u SAID U DIDN'T LIKE THAT SONG IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!
i like this pair of shoes, u also want to like!
i wear this kind of clothes, u also wanna get something similar
i wore bracelets and u just wanna wear it too!
please...im not trying to say tt im oh so great tt u are copying me
i know ur kind of style and character very well pls....
and all of the sudden changes really pissed me off!
let me once again state the things tt u literally copied
1)dressing
2)The way i talk
3)The way i react/reply
4)The way i place my THINGS
5)Character
6)Songs
7)Where i get my resources from
8)Codes
9)My accessories!!!!
10)STYLE
The Flashback of these TEN things tt u copied was kept inside me for very long!
I really wanted to tell someone about it but its quite hard to say!
so far...i only told ONE PERSON!
when this happen like more than 3/4 a yr already!
and the worst is...the person tt i told , i seldom meet her..
so i can't continue the part 2 story of wad this copycat copied!
Shes the only one who knows it!
and it'll always be her...cuz i trust her the most!
i guess i sort of know wad shes going to copy the next thing from me already
now i just have to wait...
arghhh!!!!!!!
wad a bitch!
XOXO
5:30:00 PM
