.DAWN.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

HELLO!! lol

so far...im still not in the mood of studying..
althought exams are 1 month away and plus the fact that i know nth bout
the modules AT ALL!!!!
DAMN IT!

there are so many things to do
like my 3 bloody projects
not even completed and the earliest i've to hand in is
4th of nov~!

only completed like 10% OF ALL THE 3 PROJECTS
and sumore my group mates aren't around...
i just don't understand why they have to absent themselves when they jolly well
know that the due date is so fucking close.
theres bound to be someone not around during group meetings
or either...when everyone is around...nothing is done....
theres always excuses when they can't make it for meetings and all...
had enough of it already...
it just so irritating...if u have a valid reason then its ok...
but i guess 90% of them has no VALID REASON

seriously...i really don't know how to do the projects...
all of them!!
tts y i need ALL my group members to help brainstorm the damn thing

microecons- 4th nov

oraganisational behaviour-11th nov

statistics-12th nov

seriously, im quite pissed off when someone says that she won't be around during meetings...holidays are just 2 months away..why can't they just wait for dec to enjoy themselves.why must do it now?!!! AT THIS FUCKING POINT OF TIME !!
but wad can i do? say them? waste time only...it just won't get into their big heads!
they don't really get the hint...only know how to say they'll do this and that..
but in the end..nothing came out of it..

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

XOXO

10:21:00 AM