Saturday, January 31, 2009
mom. i know what are expected of me.
stay at home or come home early .
study. be good. have a perfect attitude and character.
wake up early in the morning.
help out at home.
save money.
be jovial.
i understand where you're coming from.
i can do all those.
every single thing you want me to do, i can do it.
but just don't take my late nights away.
even if i were to come home at 6am , and if you want me to wake up
at 8am. i'll do it.
you don't have any trust in me.
in your eyes, im the one with the horns and sis is the one with the halo.
i don't care .
im living for myself.
you asked me to do this shit course which i hated.
but i still carry on with it.
you told me that during your time, u suffer first then enjoy.
but whenever you work study or play, you said you're enjoying.
tts becuz you're doing something you like.
the problem y i don't tell u things cuz at the end of the day,
you'll turn around and give me a big fat slap right on my face.
i've tried treating u as a friend as a mom, but your response ain't effective at all.
you're way too self centered.
i don't need to have bird's nest everyday, abalone every meal.
chanel make up, gucci perfume and stuffs like .
you don't need to provide me with all these to show that you love me.
right from the start i know you do.
all i'm asking is just to give me my late nights back.
its about time you have trusts in meif not then its best i leave. XOXO
3:03:00 PM
