Tuesday, September 20, 2005
went to gym with my friend today..
the place was nice and cooling...
i ran!
for like 10mins..
i felt like i ran for 1hr...
hahahah...
so i gave up and tried lifting all the weights..
in the end...i didn't lift the weights..
its the weights that lifted me up...
but i managed to lift some ok!!!!
im so strong now! i can lift up both my dad's and mom's
cars at the same time k!!!!!
while waiting for my fren to be done with the running,
i stood outside for a while to sit on the comfortable looking sofas..
when i wanted to go back ,
i realised tt i don't have the pass to go in...
only my fren has it..
so..im stucked outside..
waited for like 15mins...
finally she's done! den she came out and look for me...
and we rested on the sofas...
and i told her the reason why i didn't go back to the gym
its becuz i didn't have the pass..
and guess wad...
neither does she has it!
she left it INSIDE the gym and she only remembered
AFTER she came out....
ok....so now we're both stucked outside!
went to her house to play games...
and i spotted a cool looking guy swimming..
he was so cool....
he just wore a black shirt and berms
like as if he's just walking around...and after that..
he TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT!!!!
and jumped into the pool...
omg!!....his body..so nice.
i borrowed a binoculars and looked at him
wahahahahhahaa.....
the way he swam....so nice!
his body once again...so nice!
his attitude....so cool...!!!
after tt i went to collect the cake i ordered..
just for fun....
and the wordings are
'dawn is the best and the smartest'
nice right?!
pissed off section:the reason why im so pissed off and still am now!!!
is becuz my uncle kinda like indirectly blaming me for not working for him
hello...excuse me!
its not my job to look for ppl to work for u..
he said tt i didn't tell him tt i cannot work before hand
fuck u la !
u can't even manage ur own company don't come putting blames on me !
in the first place i told him tt i can't work
CAN'T WORK!!!!! SEE PROPERLY PLEASE!!! 0_0
but i'll help u look out for ppl.
and he just wanna say u should have told me earlier and alll
my goodness....u r suppose to fucking look out for ppl also!
not asking me to help u find ppl to work
and u just sit there do nth...
im not even from ur company or having a business relationship with u
so wad if we are family, doesn't mean tt whenever u need ppl to work,
it'll always be me!
seriously..if u were to be smart enuff,
u would have realised tt i NEVER WANTED TO WORK FOR U!!
if not why i kept finding excuses to not to help u!
he just screwed up my day....really screwed up~!!!!!
can just blame my mom too
whenever my uncle says tt he needs ppl to work,
she'll just pin-point at me!
she didn't even care bout how i feel and all
and now tt im so messed up its all because of her!
she jolly well knows my chinese sucks big time..
and tt job scope has to deal with irritating chinese speaking customers
and i can't fucking understand wad those freaks are saying!
now...i feel so bad for not helping him to get someone to work!
my life right now its really busted!
fuck u for busting my life man!
so many decisions to make these few days!
UAN...should i join or not?
how m i suppose to know...i don't really feel like it...
i really feel very uncomfortable there
but i can't just dis my friends ...
they are my friends pls!
BUT i have to pay $627!
if i really wanna join the lessons tt i wanted..sounds interesting...
but do i have the time?
and tt place seems alittle scary!
will my mom allow? since she knows tt im tt kind of 'do things half way person'
pls.someone tell me wad should i do!
anyone!
chinese new yr coming also...(must plan for future)
wad should i buy...
where to buy?
where to get the $$$$$!!!!!
my next sem starts on 3rd oct
taking 3 modules...
exams on 30th nov!
wad da fuck!
cheat us one month again!
and i saw the school fees for JUST 2 MONTHS of schooling
$1680!!!!!
i feel so heart ache for my parents now...
they could have just given me tt money and i can forget all my money
problems like joining UAN
and my CNY clothes...wahahahahah
tonight..i must make myself watch the 3am channel 49 game show..
only tt can make me feel happy cuz its damn funny!
right now...i'll just stare at my good looking boyfriends....
hahahahahha.
-chao-
XOXO
11:26:00 PM
