Friday, March 18, 2005
i just don't know why the hell she have to search my stuffs?
i feel like telling her off but that would mean a death sentence to me
what can i like fucking do?
shes really an irritating ,born to be an arsehole..nv stop being a busybody FUCKING BITCH!!!
i hate you!!!! i hate you!!!!!!!
just hope that u'll get out of my life ASAP!!!
i nv want to have anything to do with you!!!
u're just like a shit to me!
u nv think about how i felt..u nv trust me...u nv fucking understand what im
fucking going through!
u embarassed me! u let me down! u made me believe in what i fucking DON'T..
and worst...u made yourself a bitch!i can't stand how the way u brought me up!
u gave the best to anyone else but me!
u dare not talk about me in front of your friends
cuz u find thats humilating. u only talked about my sister!
cuz shes old so fucking good in everything!
u only cared for her..u only trust her and let her believe in whatever she believed
u nv make me feel wanted..
U FUCKING BITCH!
i hate every single part of u.
don't try and act humble and push the blame on others.
im not blind! u are the worst person tt ever appeared in my life..
fancy saying that u understand me an all!!
PACT OF LIES!!!
u nv!!! when someone praised me...u always used my sis and say that shes better!!!
FUCK OFF !!!! i hate the shit out of u!
stop browsing through my stuffs...stop treating me so sacarstically.
cause i'll nv forget what u did to me!
u wanted to end my life that year...i can never forget bout that!!!
i want u to regret for the rest of your life!
to me...i think u nv play a part in my growing years
u were nv supportive..
all u heed is advice from the fucking retarded FENG SHUI old spinster!
u think i believe in them?!!! like NO!
they r just playng god!!
wat they know bout my life and wad im capable of?
when i don't even know...how the hell would they know!
if im fated to die...i DIE!!!!
no one can cheat death!!! TT INCLUDES YOU!!!
feng shui is making my life miserable..
i hate it! it sucks big time
i don't believe that wearing black is an unlucky colour
if tts so...y do lawyers and successful business women wore black all the time?
y is tuxedo normally black?
and why is our hair naturally BLACK!! as well as our eyes!
it doesn't make sense ..
i follow my dream and not what the feng shui doodle says!
i hate you till the end of time..
i nv appreciate what u did for me!
i'll nv forgive nor forget what u did TO me!
i want u to be as miserable as me!
i want you to go through what i m going through now!!!
i want u DEAD!
XOXO
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