Thursday, February 08, 2007
Just a couple of weeks ago,
i've had this weird dream and its still lingering in my mind.
I dream of this person whom is someone really really really close to me..
closer than close..
she had a attitude make over. she became cruel,evil,mean..
she tried killing my whole family and all..
she did quite alot of stuffs but i just can't remember..
all i can remember was that when she was about to kill me..
someone went to cut her ear from the back..
she was screaming in pain and all..
and suddenly she begged me to stop and she promised not to kill me and my family anymore..
What hit me hard was that all along i knew tt the 'someone' was gg to cut her..
but i didn't say anything..
and when i see her bleed so much..
i felt really guilty..
cuz she's someone whom im really close to..
in the end i hugged her and said sorry and all....(i don't know why even though im the victim.)
its a weird dream la..
but its a sad thing to me..i even cried in my dream k!
and now, i don't know why flashbacks of that dream kept repeating
time and time again..
the whole dream sounded retarded i know..
but tt's because u're not the one who's playing the main role in that dream..
chinese new year is coming..
its quite boring cuz u can like anticipate what will happen and all
during chinese new year.
yes i did tell myself to put on an act just for the $$$...
but its just money...i don't mind exchanging all my ang baos for a BMW..haha
Valentine's day is next week and its coming soon..
i guess it'll be different ...very different from the past valentine's day
that i've celebrated...
time passes so quickly and i've already celebrated valentine's day 8 times...
hahaha...i don't even dare to think back what i've done for the first few times..
nope...i didn't have sex...and neither did i get raped...
XOXO
12:26:00 AM
