.DAWN.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

today...my group had a fucking presentation
which took kinda fucking long cuz of da fucking lecturer
who is so fucking long winded....
my fren did the presentation so its kinda like not stable that kind
where she tends to miss out some parts here and there
while she was struggling, the lecturer asked one of us to help her..
it can't be ME or LYDIA cuz we know shit bout that tutorial qns...
only the other 3 of the group members did it..

WHY?!

its because the other 3 didn't really do anything for ALL the 3 projects
especially for ONE PERSON!!! who fucking like DID NOTHING!!!!
so i suggested that it would be fair for everyone if 3 of them do the tutorial qns presentation
since its not say so difficult ...fair right?!
...and sumore i told them this like for more than 2 weeks b4
the day of presentation...which is today!
so that they can take the iniative to read up or something
even though the qns haven come out yet..they can just read right!

the 3 of them met about 3 days b4 today so they can prepare and all
this morning...when one of the group member had an urgent meeting with some management ppl, she quickly highlight all the notes and important stuffs for the other 2 to take note
and One of the 2 ppl even said that she knows everything and understands everything...
so the girl left with a peaceful mind to attend the meeting..

when it time to present...the girl who presented had a hard time
so we asked that ONE person to help her out in explaining and all
and she fucking said that she DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!
like wad da fuck! u said u know in the first place and now...
NOW!!! AT THIS POINT OF TIME!!! u said u don't know
ur eng is the best amoung a china girl and an indonesian girl..
so y can't u just do the presentation?!
plus...the indo girl like did the presentation b4 and now u're asking her to do again?!
abit too much right!
for the china girl, she gave u all the ans for the qns and she contributed more than
wad u did for the projects..

and so happen that today, i came to found out tt she actually didn't do anything
for that tutorial qns..........my god~!
i was fumed!
the fucking idiotic brain full of shit LECTURER even said tt she was good as in she helped the indo girl and all...
and even said that me and lydia didn't contribute...and we were in the wrong...
now..we are the bad guys...nonsense
im not trying to say tt we're like so great and all...
yes..we didn't contribute to this tutorial qns..
but tts because we contributed like 99.9% to the 3 projects
and all of them are bloody hell long reports....
but U didn't do anything! i bet u don't even know the content of the projects.

the lecturer even said this:'everybody don't see u in one person...they see u as A GROUP'
fuck u la!
of course i know! but do u see us in a group or as a group when we're doing the projects?
one just left to enjoy herself somewhere in malaysia and the other one had family problems
so both of them left....

i really don't know how to express wad im feeling right now...
maybe i need a shrink or just someone for me to hit and slap...
shall try it on my tortises..hahahahaha
i rather group with my tortises than to group with U!!!!
maybe im just too angry to type everything out now..
hopefully i'll be fine by tmr...but im not thru with U!!!
U r a selfish bitch, care bout urself and not others.
getting us into troubles and blames...
the sight of u makes me puke.....
u pretended like nothing happened, where u're the cause of everything

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For all the weed that I've smoked - yo this blunt's for you
To all the people I've offended - yeah fuck you too!
To all the friends I used to have - yo I miss my past
But the rest of you assholes can KISS MY ASS
For all the drugs that I've done - yo I'm still gon' do
To all the people I've offended - yeah fuck you too!
For everytime I reminisce - yo I miss my past
But U still don't give a fuck, y'all can KISS MY ASS

XOXO

11:59:00 PM