.DAWN.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I wish I was dead

I wish I was gone

Somehow I think I can not go on

I hate my life

I hate my friends

I wish my life would come to an end

I'm so fucked up

I can't take it anymore

Next time I leave

I'll shut the fucking door

The door that says "Come, come follow me"

Being a leader is not what I want to be

When I'm dead

When I'm gone

I know my fucking legacy will live on

The way I died

The way I never cried

People will remember all the things they said

They'll remember that fucking bullet in their head

They'll feel it lodge in their brain

Then they'll know fucking pain

Treat me like shit

I'll treat you the same way

I'll put your ass through hell everyday

You think you're smart

You think you've got the taste

All you need is a fucking slap in the face

I hate youI think you're lame

I don't like to play this bullshit game

When I said I wish I was dead

I guess that's true

But the only reason

I want to die is because of you

XOXO

1:22:00 AM