Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I seriously don't know what's wrong with you.
the conflict between us is like how fucking long ago la.
and you're still taking it into account.
i mean, i didn't purposely know the guys that you liked before
just to fucking show off to u. like pls la, i've got better things to do.
just so happened that i'm much more friendly and approachable than you
that's why i managed to get to know them.
maybe because of this, tts y you're like so fucking angry la.
pls la, i'd rather go find myself a fucking handsome bf than to
go round getting to know the guys that u liked b4.
you treat it like as if u don't know me.
pls, i saved you fucking ass like how many times and
you didn't even appreciate.
excuse me ! GRATITUDE! have you heard of that word?
probably you didn't cuz the words that ever exist in ur
dictionary is CHILDISH and REVENGE.
you are so fucking childish you know that.
you fuckingly made my life like a living hell before and i
fuckingly forgive you cuz im looking at the times where
you're so fucking nice to me.
but you never. all you cared about was yourself .
come on la, everyone makes mistakes.
and im trying my best to make it up to you where you
were also the one at fault.
but you didn't even give a shit.
still, i tried and tried. i fucking tried i tell you!
and you think i was joking or trying to humiliate you.
you made mistakes too but i didn't fucking
act like i don't even know who the fuck are you.
don't trying act like a big shot la k.
you're always thinking that im competing with you
for every single shit.
but let me tell you once again, there was never a single
competition between us.
i nv wanted to compete with you.
whatever that was written on my blog way before
was because i thought you were trying to compete with me
and because of that u were like a total bitch.
you're now happy with your friends and im definitely paradising
with mine but at least i don't fucking act dumb whenever i see it.
you didn't hurt me whenever u do that.
you just made me feel disgusted .
i put in effort to save our friendship but it looks like you don't even care.
so im not gonna waste my fucking time on you.
it's like hello! this is year 2008. pls GROW UP!
or maybe you're still living in year 1987 where you haven't
even go through puberty and that was the most childish point of time
you could ever be.
seriously, i've got nothing to hide.
if i don't like what i see or hear, i'll just say it out.
unlike you. being so scared and all.
im much more mature than you to be able to
feel the animosity everytime we walked pass each other.
'its all dawn's fault, its never my fault. i'll tell all my fucking friends about it
and make them hate dawn like fuck'. thats all you could ever think of.
i don't care if my secondary school friends hate me now cuz of you.
cuz they're hating me for the wrong reasons.
but its ok. cuz they don't know and i don't fucking care.
the truth will and definitely will be out one day.
whatever la. you can just go live your fucked life doing all your fucked up shit.
i don't give a damn la.
just don't come ruin my life with all ur nonsense and make life difficult for my friends.
think before you fucking speak k.
although ur words mean nothing at all but i don't care.
as long as it's from you,
its better that you watch what's coming out from your mouth.
im not as stupid as you to go round bitching bout you to my friends.
cuz i'd rather talk bout a pig than talking bout you.
everyone kept asking me why am i not close to you anymore?
what happened?
i thought you two were very close during your diploma days??
all i could tell them was to go ask her.
you should know who you are.
i didn't wanna state your name just to save u from
disgracing yourself.
but if you ever want to, i'll be more than happy to type it down.
most of my friends have been complaining to me bout you.
like almost every week.
what's new anyway..
but its annoying just to be able to hear your name over and over again.
so, if you've moved your brains from your ass and put them back to your head,
pls stop.
XOXO
4:25:00 AM
