Monday, January 09, 2006
grouping problems are piling up and my friends were hurt by another friend who was hurt too..
and it goes on...
maybe it is all because of a fucking person who has fucking huge mouth
tt blabbers everything out and spoils the masterpiece...
its either u talk too much or u don't talk at all...tts the definition of my classmates..
when they talk so much it's either backstabbing or talking things tt aren't true...
when they don't talk..u don't even know wad the fuck they're thinking...
i admit tt i maybe someone who talk much and all...but i don't backstab and neither do u create troubles and all...
its just groupings...y must u make it sound so difficult...
some say must have equal no. of international students...fuck tt la...
u think we have the equal no. of international students in the entire school?
some say its because of language problem...like
OF COURSE language is a major problem..
i also don't want my group to have members who speaks differently...
but afterall, we are classmates...aren't we supposed to help each other?
just because u are smart doesn't mean u can just dump those not so smart ones aside..
who doesn't wanna have their favourite group members to be in their group?
but sometimes, things just don't work out the way it should..
and i must say tt the guys in my class aren't gentlemen...they are childish to some extent...
maybe not all..but when it comes to projects and all..everybody thinks for themselves ONLY...
they don't like give a fuck bout others...
selfishi felt really irritated and disgusted everytime i stepped into the class...
i felt like as if im going into a
ZOO...
everyone is out to attack one another...
their eyes are so devilish...
they speaks like they're concerned...but in the heart..they don't give a shit..
they hurt ppl like nobody's business...
they discriminate one another indirectly true secret talks and all...
i remembered last sememester..one of the saturday..i wanted to attend the morning lesson
(class b) cuz my actual timing was 2-5pm..and i find tt its too late...
when i reached school around 10am (930am starts), i peeped through the small window
to see the class B ppl...i suddenly decided not to attend tt class...
cuz i don't really feel comfortable there even though its just a 3hr lecture..
so i decided to wait till 2pm...when my lecture starts..i went in...
i felt really safe and comfortable...like theres no worries and all..
i even took a
GOOD LOOK at all my classmates and just then i realised tt i chose the right choice..i
NV REGRET ABOUT IT even though i''ve to wait for 4hrs...
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BUT I GUESSED I WAS WRONG AFTERALLI THINK I REALLY DID MADE A GRAVE MISTAKE ...
XOXO
10:55:00 PM
