Friday, December 01, 2006
what do friends mean to u ???
friends come and go easily..just like $$$..
but if u've found a friend tt has been thru thick n thin with u..
then tt friend wun go tt easily..
however..one of my friend misunderstood the meaning..
i know..its all becuz of tt email i replied.
its harsh i dun deny.
but she once told me to express myself more..
and not put up with anger..
and i did..but in turned out to be a misunderstanding.
i dun mean tt our friendship comes and go easily..
its been from the day im in SIM till now..
why would i wanna say tt bout our friendship??
it was just a general remark.
and u didn't tell me wad's wrong and all..
and u hit me real hard with all the smses..
my email was nothing compared to the hurting smses u sent me.
but i wasn't angry..i even tried to talk things out with u..
but u didn't care..
i did my best as a friend should've done.
even all the things tt i've helped u with...
i accompanied u here and there..
i consoled u..
i nv felt that it was a waste of time even up till NOW.
cuz tts wad friends are for.
i nv regret for helping u even after all the hurting smses sent to me.
u are angry bout the email and all..
but have u ever think tt will i be hurt or angry for the smses ??
im not trying to say u or wad..
but its ridiculous...everything its just so messed up.
i nv ever in my whole entire life feel tt u r making use of me.
u wanna go where , i accompany u without any questions..
now den i know tt whenever i want u to accompany me..
u always did but with a burden carried in ur heart.
tts the most hurting thing i've ever heard.
i wasn't angry with u on the day of my driving test..
in fact, i rather u not come cuz im worried for ur eye..
the only thing im angry is tt u kept telling me very very last min decision..
im honest with u but i don't seemed to get the same response from u.
if im not happy ...i say it out..
seriously..what have i done wrong ? just let me know...
all just don't make sense at all.
i don't wanna lose a friend like u at all.
i really tried my best...
i really want to accompany for lesson tt day..but i wasn't feeling well..
its up to u whether u wanna trust me or not..
XOXO
12:42:00 AM
